Two
Smithies Compete for Miss America Title
Though often disparaged
as objectifying women, beauty pageants have inspired confidence—and some soul-searching—in
two Smith students who will soon vie for state crowns that
would guarantee their spots in national competition.
Helen Hua ’10 |
Gretchen Hahn ’09 |
Helen Hua ’10, who recently won the crown of Miss
Pioneer Valley, is preparing for a run in the Miss Massachusetts
pageant in July. Gretchen Hahn ’09, also known as Miss
North Haven after winning the Connecticut regional pageant,
will vie for Miss Connecticut in June.
If they win their respective contests, the women will be
invited to compete in the high-profile Miss America pageant.
“I consider myself a feminist,” said Hua, who
won the first pageant in which she competed—a rare
achievement. “Sometimes I say, ‘How can I allow
myself to do this?’ But I am thinking about feminism
through this whole thing. Feminism is about women doing what
they want to do—and this should not be on the list
of things women cannot do if they’re feminists.”
The pageant experience
speaks directly to Hua’s academic
interests as an American studies major focusing on the Asian-American
experience. Hua, a Chinese immigrant who became an American
citizen on September 11, 2001, noted that minority candidates
are rare in the Miss America competition.
“It’s intense competing in these pageants,” attested
Hua. “It involves a lot of different issues. I feel
like these pageants go to the core of women’s insecurities
about themselves—acknowledging issues of attractiveness.
You have to be very centered with who you are—and I
think competing in pageants has helped me with that.”
Preparing for the pageants alone requires a commitment of
time and finances as well as an open mind.
For the Miss Massachusetts
pageant on July 11, Hua must purchase a new gown, bathing
suit, a suit for the interview segment, and an outfit in
case she makes the top five. She works out, refrains from
eating salt the week before the pageant and doesn’t drink cola (“They make you
retain water”), and practices her flute for the talent
portion.
Helen Hua reacts to
winning Miss Pioneer Valley. (Hua's photos by Tony
Crowley.) |
“Competing in pageants, and preparing for a crown
has been one of the hardest things I have ever done in my
life,” admits Hahn. “I have grown so much as
an individual since I started competing.”
Hahn, who serves as president for the Smith College Republicans,
has aspirations for public office in her home state and sees
the pageants as a way to open doors, meet people and gain
exposure.
“My confidence has skyrocketed since I started competing,” she
said. She recalls recently having to give an impromptu speech
for the Massachusetts Alliance of College Republicans. “For
a moment I was nervous, but then I remembered: I have been
grilled by judges, I have been asked on-stage questions in
front of crowds, and I have paraded in a bikini under stage
lights for hundreds of people—this speech will be a
piece of cake!”
Competing in a pageant
isn’t all glamour, both women
will tell you, and may result in precarious circumstances
at times.
“There have definitely been moments like, ‘I’m
here putting glue on my butt so my bathing suit will stay
on—what am I doing with my life?’” says
Hua.
For these women, the reasons for competing in pageants are
both practical and educational. Hua and Hahn cited the scholarships
available to winners, and both took away several hundred
dollars from their regional wins.
As they enter the intense
stages of preparation for statewide pageants, Hahn and
Hua remain aware of the educational path they’ve
taken to get there.
“We are a different breed of woman here at Smith,
and I think we are the kind of girl that the Miss America
organization is starting to turn to,” said Hahn. “We
represent the strong, independent, unafraid-to-speak-her-mind,
proud-of-being-a-woman girl—a fresh face that the organization
is looking for.”
Hua agreed. “Maybe it
is time for us to have our first Chinese-American Miss America,” she
said. |